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Zu meiner Person
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colourful printed on
wood strips of fruitboxes,
connected like windowblinds,
the colourful text and graphics are placed
inwards, a heating lamp irradiates the inside
suspended from the ceiling by thread, just
not toutching the ground
size: 180x180x2000 cm
1999
The light projects the future,
or in geographical terms utopia, transported to us in a vehicle full of
yearning for a paradisal sensation.
The vehicle is a hut made of the
second skin of fruits; fruitboxes which transported fruits to us from far
regions.These printed on graphics are very colourful and often depict scenes
of the mostly warm and beautiful landscapes the fruits come from.(Yet
unreachable
inside a space that we would recognize as a private space like a hut.)
The non solid construction
of the hut also symbolises the second skin that we always want
to take with us when we travel a bit futher: bits and pieces of our own
cultivated home (perhaps shelter, curiosity, cosyness).
This hut is the ghost of homes,
not a realistic shelter for human beings, but a concept which we discover
as anthropomorphic yet too old or too exotic so that we can`t trace back
it`s origin. Although its appearance is not very realistic and solid, it
still attracts to physical aspects of living: rough and therefore very
present material, heat, light.
Here, one has an outside standing
point, respectively an objective perspective into the interior to allow
reflection,
combined with a source of physical
sensations that is located within the translucent, airy hut but can`t be
touched (because it is hot, might be someone elses intimate space or appears
to be too fragile to be entered).
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the projection screen is made of wooden bases
of fruitboxes, nailed together.
size: 150x100 cm
1999
This projection screen (the wooden
fruitbox bases) is full of rectangular wholes and one part is bend open
like a door, which makes it a spatial object. It is placed right
in front of a brickwall where the light from the projection produces
a sharp shadow on the wall.
The picture which is projected
onto the wood grids` surface shows a gate to a dark space somewhere outdoors.
I went out one night and tried
to confront the blackness of a place with my camera. I was interested in
the place, because I assumed a deep space behind it, filled with that something
my eyes could not see but generated in me an intense sensation of fear
and longing for home. So I flashed into it with my camera to see more details
of this space. Iwanted to know its construction better in order to work
on my fear.
The result was, that due to the
harsh contrast produced by the flash, my vision of the gate right in front
of me was intensified and the space behind it got even darker and thereby
denser, almost hermetically closed to anykind of entrance I had hoped of.
Yet, I didn`t kow until I had developed the film. Until then I was happy
with having confonted my fear.
When I projected it onto the permeable
surface of the wooden grid, I had sensations revers of what I had expected:
I had the feeling of seeing a room behind that black gate, seeing the back
of the door of wood and thereby getting a spatial notion produced by the
light.
Furthermore the wooden stack and
the picture on it became a skin of light for the brickwall and at the same
time produced a space with borders clearly defined by skin and wall. Yet
the part of the projection which represents the black space inbetween the
gates became the linking door from skin to the space behind it.I got the
illusion of both images touching each other in the point of total
blackness.
The light of the projector and the
light of the heating lamp inside the hut -installation both interact with
each other in the way that the aspect of warmth is transported onto the
door-installation and the aspect of a projection is transported into the
hut.
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